Thank you for letting me find out this way, you first class asshole. Wow, seriously? I have always caught you talking to her from time to time. I assumed you guys were friends, you know. Because I believe boyfriends are allowed to have friends who are girls. I genuinely trusted you, and that’s why I never questioned who you chose to talk to. Maybe I was naive to trust you? After all, I’ve only known you for 7 years. Is it unreasonable to put complete trust in someone you’ve known for such a little amount of time? We may have only been together for 2 of those years but because we’ve known each other for so long, I never thought you’d betray my trust. I’ll admit, at times I did doubt you, only for a few minutes here and there though. I quickly reminded myself that you were a good person, with a caring heart. Wow, I have never been so incredibly wrong in my life.
I didn’t want to be in one of those relationships where I felt the need to constantly question your whereabouts, who you were with, who you spoke to or who you texted. I believe trust is one of the major components that make up a relationship and therefore, I put all my trust into you. Only to be disappointed. Thank you for that, it felt like a bullet straight through the heart. It was ever so pleasant.
Knowing your past, and how you’ve been hurt, I have always put an effort in avoiding any situation that could potentially make you feel bad. I never wanted you to feel jealous, insecure or anything related to that. I made sure I protected your heart as much as I possibly could. Maybe this meant nothing to you, maybe you didn’t even care if I betrayed you or not. But I did. I know couldn’t live with myself if I did.
I guess you just didn’t care how your actions or words could hurt me or how they would affect me. Thank you, for letting me find out this way. I hope she’s that submissive girl you wanted.
Note* Submissive: inclined or willing to submit to orders or wishes of others or showing such inclination - Seriously? We live in the 21st century.